It feels so strange to type that out but I think it’s true.” “I’m torn as far as what to do, because I love this feeling and I think I’m falling in love with this guy. “I thought about the way I feel about him and I’ve concluded it’s the same way you feel when you meet someone who you fall in love with. It felt so naturally acceptable, like I WANTED him to do it.Īfter their late-night ‘date’, the 41-year-old straight man realised that his feelings for James went beyond friendship.